ALMarkAZ

It's been over 9 months since I posted or even write something here on dA. For what is worth to some of you guys that still remember me, I am sorry.

As for the reasons why:

Covid aftermath, Inflation raising, War in my neighborhood country, job becoming increasingly harder, grandmothers sudden visits to hospitals, and no energy at all...There's a wise saying in my country that can be translated as:

"When the Light of what you love to do Lingers in the soul, it stays forever. But the Light just gets smaller and smaller, with age."

I am tired, exhausted, and powerless to change my mind for some odd reasons. These months of no activity of mine didn't go as planned for me.

Games on my PC and discord/steam buddies are the only reason why I am still around if I should be honest.

So if any of you have any ideas on how to battle this...

I will not say no. Hopefully, you guys are better on it there than I. Till next time.

Mark.

As great as Adriatic sea was for myself and my family (parents, sister and brother-in-law)

We did came back home rested and full of awesome memories. I can finally resume my writing and event projects I have kind of put on small hiatus.

I was forced to remove that one deviation as a teaser because from some strange reason dA didn't show it right, only black white poster. And also, there is some small family complications when we arrived home, but I wont tell you more because I don't feel to burden anyone with my family problems.

All I can say is that, everything is fine and it will be fine.

Rest assure that I have many plans I need to get back to. Even with my age its hard to please the evolving masses here on dA but, I'm trying my best and having fun with it so :)

Cheers for optimism! hehe

So until next time, Peace 😉

Vacation Time! After over the 3 years. Its finally some quality time near the Croatian sea for me. As a middle European, we don't get to see ocean or sea very often so this is very exciting to me. Currently right now riding with my family to the Adriatic sea of the Crotia state. All of us are fully vaccinated so there really shouldn't be any problems! I know some of you were probably expecting my comic Alteration to roll out. But I'm still perfecting the script for it, so this vacation, is opportunity to finish it in peaceful relaxation. All I can say to you so far is: I always wanted to create something original, that is not altered from any other universe or fandom of the source world. So this Universe of mine, is something completely different than any of you probably have ever seen. Gargantuan and massive possibilities then I could even hope to give. All I want, is to share it with you all. So with that said. See you in a two weeks ;-) Peace, Mark.

On this day. 3rd January 2021.

My brother's car was stolen... in the middle of the night around 3:00 am.

Great... this year is just starting off marvellously for my family...

I wouldn't be angry if I didn't know the consequences witch I do know sadly... fucking bastards. The worst thing is that it wasn't brought completely and insurance didn't covered it against burglary. So now he have to pay anyways even if the car was stolen.

And even worse, he had a special seat in there for his 1 year and a half old son inside of it.

I wanna twists some thief heads so badly.

Police and the housemaster of the apartment NOTIFIED my brother that someone else have taken his car. Apparently some really nasty people can COPY the digital signal code of your keys to these cars he had. And then make a copy of it. On the surveillance there was only One man in black, just going inside the car and leaving, in the north direction. Apparently police was looking for this car immediately only a 30 minutes after after this

We just got this new info

The police said the worst case scenario. They loaded up the car on the trailer. And with truck, disappeared who knows here.

Its official statement. Its gone.

For good.

I don't know what else to write... just, fuck.

And I can blame only myself for this.

I'm having too much stuff going on in the job since my colleague decided to take pro-long sickness absence do to the operation on his guts. So I am sitting by the computer whole weeks now and thinking hard to do my job Right and Good. And by that daydreaming what I should do next for my projects and do SO MICH stuff what I want to do in Gmod, but when I arrive home I get so exhausted by the end of my shift that I just start playing some games for few hours and then lie down to bed...

With that being honestly said.

I'm battling with this exhaustion so much that I just probably need to sleep more, and lose some weight... so I will work on that and I will DEFINITELY try to battle this,. this,. grown up syndrome exhaustion ? lol. jk.

I should get back to the proper posting soon when I find some good motivation and energy.

(If any of you still like my stuff and remember me that is.)

Till then. See ya. And stay save :)